Cleaning Nude on Cam
I’m 31, well educated, married, a mom, independent and comfortable financially. Basically, I don’t need money in my life, but I do need cock in my life!
I’ve never really had a serious relationship aside from my husband, the longest I’ve done is just over a year with one guy, but it was purely sexual. We were kindred spirits who both wanted to explore sexuality.
But no real relationship by 31, it’s a huge red flag isn’t it. Pathetic really!
Over the last week, I’ve tried to write down a list on my phone of everyone I’ve had sex with. There are 59 men on that list, some of whom I have forgotten the names of. I’m also pretty sure I have missed some people. And I have only included men I had penetrative sex with.
If I include my blowjob only phase there are at least another 7 men to add on.
If I include my brief experimentation with girls, that’s 3 more.
I finished the list on Saturday night, and felt depressed. What’s my cure for that? Male attention. Especially on my webcam and in person.
I texted someone and played with myself on cam until he arrived. Within the hour I had my head buried in my pillow getting pounded from behind, spanked and degraded by a guy. As I toyed my clit and listened to him call me a horny mom, I orgasmed.
He came inside me and left almost immediately after. My husband watched from his phone.
I don’t regret any of my life choices but I think I’ve just finally accepted that I’m never going to be someone’s ideal wife or mom, I’m just going to be a good fuck, a hissy for many to enjoy – and I’m ok with that!
